Former England cricketer Freddie Flintoff has revealed the extent of his facial injuries in a heart-wrenching home video shared in a new BBC series, following his near-fatal crash on *Top Gear*.
The incident, which occurred in December 2022 during filming, saw the BBC suspend production for the "foreseeable future" and Flintoff receive a reported £9 million in compensation.
In the new series, *Freddie Flintoff's Field of Dreams on Tour*, Flintoff opens up about the crash, which left him needing surgery for his facial injuries. He candidly reveals the lasting impact of the incident, admitting to nightmares, flashbacks, and overwhelming anxiety.
"I genuinely shouldn't be here after what happened," he says, acknowledging the severity of the crash and the ongoing struggle to cope with its aftermath.
The emotional video, shared in the series, depicts the full extent of Flintoff's injuries. The 46-year-old can be seen with deep cuts and lacerations across his face, including his cheeks, mouth, nose, and ears. A visible bandage near his mouth suggests the loss of flesh, adding to the harrowing nature of the footage.
"I don't want to sit and feel sorry for myself. I don't want sympathy," Flintoff explains, expressing his determination to overcome the challenges he faces. "I'm struggling with my anxiety, I have nightmares, I have flashbacks â it's been so hard to cope."
Despite the difficulties, Flintoff remains determined to move forward, stating, "But I'm thinking if I don't do something, I'll never go. I've got to get on with it."
He also speaks candidly about his mental health struggles, admitting, "I am struggling already and I need help. I really am. I'm not the best at asking for it. I need to stop crying every two minutes."
Viewers have praised Flintoff's honesty and the series' raw portrayal of his recovery, with many expressing admiration for his courage and strength.
One viewer commented, "Proper tv, proper people. A further reminder that despite what this platform tells you, the world is mostly full of decent people."
Another added, "The world needs more people like Andrew Flintoff. What an incredible bloke."
The new series sees Flintoff travel to India with the Preston youth cricket team he mentored in the original 2022 series.
Throughout the series, Flintoff describes his recovery as a "long road back", highlighting the ongoing challenges he faces and the resilience he demonstrates in his journey.
*Freddie Flintoff's Field of Dreams on Tour
offers a powerful and moving exploration of Flintoff's journey following the *Top Gear* crash, showcasing his vulnerability, determination, and the enduring power of human spirit.